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“All my life, I thought of love as some kind of voluntary enslavement. Well, that’s a lie: freedom only exists when love is present. The person who gives him or herself wholly, the person who feels freest, is the person who loves most wholeheartedly.
And the person who loves wholeheartedly feels free.” (21 August at 12:22)

‎”In love, no one can harm anyone else; we are each of us responsible for our own feelings and cannot blame someone else for what we feel.
It hurt when I lost each of the various men I fell in love with. Now, though, I am convinced that no one loses anyone, because no one owns anyone.
That is the true experience of freedom: having the most important thing in the world without owning it.” (21 August at 12:41)

From Maria’s diary – “Eleven Minutes”

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To him…

“I’ve met a man and fallen in love with him. I allowed myself to fall in love for one simple reason: I’m not expecting anything to come of it. I know that, in three months’ time, I’ll be far away and he’ll be just a memory, but I couldn’t stand living without love any longer; I had reached my limit.

I’m writing a story for Ralf Hart–that’s his name. I’m not sure he’ll come back to the club where I work, but, for the first time in my life, that doesn’t matter. It’s enough just to love him, to be with him in my thoughts and to coloor this lovely city with his steps, his words, his love. When I leave this country, it will have a face and a name and the memory of a fireplace. Everything else I experienced here, all the difficulities I had to overcome, will be as nothing compared to that memory.

I would lke to do for him what he did for me. I’ve been thinking about it a lot, and I realize that I didn’t go into that cafe by chance; really important meetings are planned by the souls long before the bodies see each other.

Generally speaking, these meetings occur when we reach a limit, when we need to die and be reborn emotionally. These meetings are waiting for us, but more often than not, we avoid them happening. If we are desperate, though, if we have nothing to lose, or if we are full of enthusiasm for life, then the unknown reveals itself, and our universe changes direction.

Everyone knows how to love, because we are all born with that gift. Some people have a natural talent for it, but the majority of us have to re-learn, to remember how to love, and everyone, without exception, needs to burn on the bonfire of past emotions, to relive certain joys and griefs, certain ups and downs, until they can see the connecting thread that exists behind each new encounter; because there is a connecting thread.

And then, our bodies learn to speak the language of the soul, known as sex, and that is what I can give to the man who gave me back my soul, even though he has no idea how important he is to my life. That is what he asked me for and that is what he will have; I want him to be very happy.”

From Maria’s diary – Quoted from “Eleven Minutes”

To the man I love…

Sunday, 22 August 2010 at 23:28

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I liked happy endings, but not anymore…

When we read love novels, when we watch romance movies or dramas, we’re always expecting happy endings. So long as ones don’t go with our expectation, we blame the person who write the story, we say the story sucks. But why can’t we just accept the fact that reveals the reality? The reality isn’t as beautiful as we expect. Don’t dream, don’t have too many expectations, this is the only one way that can make us easily control our emotions when we lose them, I think…at least, this is how I always told myself…not to dream…

Dream always hurts so much when we lose it. The more we dream, the more grievousness we get.

Saturday, 04 September 2010 at 02:49

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My new privacy…

Good… I think this is a good place to have my own privacy now… None of them know here, cuz in here(my country) (I think) WordPress’s not as popular as facebook, tiwtter, or 無名, etc., which most of my friends are using (well…including me…)

Well, good, I like it… 🙂

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